When you're waiting for new ground to emerge try accepting the flow as the new ground you are on.

In the torch light the snow sparkles like stars. There's even been some Aurora - I feel them before I see them, search the skies, look behind the clouds ...

So I was reflecting on how Fire influences Water and that relationship is so multifaceted … but it was Rainbow that really spoke to me … I then went on to have the most magical experience with the Seals and a Rainbow !

Nethertheless Grandmother Spider is a weaver of Worlds and words.

In these containers she shows you the map of life from many many different perspectives. And how to cut away, release and unravel and reweave. Like the Medicine Wheel that she and her web represent - she influences all my work through the vibrations of our co-creative weave, harnessing the waves that reach us through the Cosmos …

Initiations create sparks … over time these sparks accumulate. A little like a multidimensional Tetris, once the final piece falls into place that creates a corresponding shift in our baseline frequency - these accumulating sparks become a wave of cosmic energy taking us through the gate of the next level of consciousness on our journey.

Passing through a veil or significant spiritual gateway brings immediate clarity and integration. For when you no longer see life the same, you can no longer engage in the same way either - you start sourcing your response to the world around you from a different place.

My inner understanding of passing through the Veil of Disillusionment is the deep realisation that we have no control over our lives. When this realisation strikes, for those of us on a spiritual path - whether that’s conscious one or not - we suddenly see the illusion of control at the subtlest of levels.

Exploring the casual use and application of the terms toxicity and narcissism, often by those who are referring to others being selfish, thoughtless, self-centred, neurodivergent, distracted and so on. All are aspects of being human …

Labelling another without reflection and consideration avoids personal responsibility, by looking for external validation by blaming and shaming those we perceive to be the perpetrators.

And this is the paradox. Those who are victims of narcissistic abuse, especially in childhood, will often have developed narcissistic traits as a survival mechanism., so we need to look to the roots, the soil and the environment …