Dismantling a Black Widow Spiders web …

Much of my own healing work, as well as collective and earth work, happens in my peripheral awareness …

This is part of being a multi-dimensional being, I can continue with my everyday life, while maintaining this awareness of other activities elsewhere … and sometimes I am called into to explore something more deeply.

After working with the client in Discerning what is Supportive  I started to become aware of a part of me also being stuck in a similar synthetic timeline and knew it was to do with the practitioner I talk about in  When the Remedy is Cayenne Pepper

As I mention in the latter post, my guides has been showing me layer by layer the work she had actually been doing, rather than the work she said she was. And part of this was her manipulation of gridlines and timelines by piggybacking on my ability to do this work - in effect undoing what I was doing and more.

In one session together we went back and retrieved a book that the Elementals had entrusted to me, that was stolen by an apprentice.

We returned the book to them even though I was still entrusted with the knowledge - she had added under her breath that she would be getting to share it now too. I was always curious about why she felt so entitled to knowledge that was gifted to me and later started to realise that she was the apprentice. 

So I went to look into this pocket of a timeline that I was picking up on.

When I opened up space, thousands upon thousands of elemental beings turned up … I have never seen or felt so many!

This was tricky work for I met her in what was a kind of spider form and she was not willing to divulge the information of the whereabouts of this part. This was another curiosity for I know she is currently under judgement from other work I have assisted with and so for her to think that this part can hide from that was interesting. So as a representative for the Karmic board, I guess my purpose for being there was on many levels!

This work had been carried out in the dark and at first this was all I could see other than her, 3 pairs of her legs and the underbelly part of an arachnid type being. My guides worked to clear the darkness and the miasmic cloaking … gaining access to my part on many levels who initially felt very ethereal and fragile. As I had pulled back all my energy from her, as had the Elemental Kingdoms, the value this part had for her was greatly reduced though there was still a faint enough trace of connection to both myself and the Elemental Kingdoms for her to be of value -

I feel we arrived just in time!

As the bigger picture unfolded we saw that this part had been cocooned on a spiders web and still within that web were many other cocoons some fresher than others. And so the work to restrain her and take this aspect of hers to spiritual court, while releasing and returning the other parts trapped on the web, as well as dismantling the web and all the connections to various timeline energy syphoning continued.

This was delicate work, for at some level there had been an agreement even if it was one that had been coerced. Some were exhausted and drained.

Though the most recent ones were of the greatest concern for their return would create such a reverberance that it could be very destabilising. When I’ve done similar retrieval work before, usually with collective trauma, the Higher-selves and aspects take on responsibility for the retrieved parts and it’s relatively straightforward. But here there was much more time needed for care and negotiation. For the individuals involved, like I was, are on a path of learning that needs to run it’s course. 

As the part connected to me gained strength and was being looked after by several of the elemental beings, it become clearer who she was.

She was a changeling aspect of me and one from a line of elemental beings that have been long forgotten about.

In effect this was the page that this practitioner had taken from this elemental book - for it is a living book.

I am very excited to be connecting with this part again for she is connected to the birds, the winds and gossamer - she is all about Flight carrying seeds to new and fertile ground  … and I feel so much of my name ‘White Crow’ is for her and I am sure I will be writing more about adventures with her and her kin in time.

With much love,
from my Heart to yours

Tania Aurora White Crow.