On Saturday afternoon, I experienced, what I believe could only be, lightning energy pass though my body.

I was driving North through France from Provence, I found somewhere quite beautiful to stop to get out of the heat of the day and rest before continuing my journey once it cooled. It was a man made marsh and river inlet complex, dug out for use of fishermen, dog-walkers, campers … the bird-life was amazing ! A kingfisher brushed passed … my first close encounter with one for over 25 years. Egrets and Herons flew in and out … the water was so still it was reflecting the trees and sky perfectly. So I didn’t expect to hear the distance rumble and as Pippa didn’t react initially I didn’t think much of it, until suddenly the light rain turned to those enormous slow heavy drops typical of an impending thunderstorm.

By now Pippa had heard the thunder and we saw the first flash and headed back to the van, where we snuggled up to sleep. I was a little concerned about how exposed we were, so my guides reassured me they had this ! Quite rapidly the flash increased with frequency and the thunder came very close. Sinking into the trust of my guidance, I didn’t expect what happened next.

The next crash of thunder was not only overhead, but was just above the van - so close that it shook and I could hear the fizz of electricity on the roof as it met the water and feel the energy move through the van and me … though knowing I was shielded, or cocooned, from the full whack I could still feel the movement through my cells.

This left me feeling altered and slightly hyper, though as there was nothing I could do, it was raining far too hard to safely drive, this finally gave way to sleep.

Once we woke it was cool and the storm had passed enough for us to continue, and we ended up following the thunderstorm all the way until the early hours when my need for sleep again took over. It was quite dramatic and beautiful.

It was only then, during the remaining journey that I was shown and told what was happening - that I was closing the ‘loops’, though some of those are part of a more personal pilgrimage. I already knew the significance of the area I had been staying in for 3 weeks, it’s centrality. In 2022 as I journeyed from Scotland through 8 countries, thunderstorms followed me … in two places there were earthquakes after I left. Though in the physical I may appear to be alone, I am simply part of a multi-dimensional, galactic team - some I know in human form too and we are in communication.

This is what I was told :

We have been retrieving and restoring the Dark Mother template. She has been much maligned through fear and distortion … she is the part that has been separated and hidden … buried deep and holds much power.

If you deeply understand Winter, the Death Tarot card, have met with the Morrighan, Lilith, journeyed through the Cailleachs Cauldron … then you know her. She may bring the chaos of change, but actually this is the change of throwing off the shackles of distortion and stepping fully empowered into your Sovereignty. Like Sedna living in the depths of the Sea and Persephone living in the underworld … we learn the unknown is not something to fear, for when we embrace it we recognise it’s value.

Let me try and explain this further. There is so much fear around the ‘dark’. I not trying to say that evil doesn’t exist … only that it’s a more often an everyday occurrence of projection and manipulation etc. A marginalisation of self - a lack of self ownership and usually one of force, rather than true power. And I’m not trying to say these qualities don’t exist in other realms either. What I am trying to address is the fear of the ‘dark’, when it really is pure and luminous like being in the womb.

For me looking at the symbol Yin-Yang is the most helpful when trying to express this. Yin-Yang is held within something greater … maybe it’s the cosmic womb, maybe it’s the source light - or most likely the point before this differentiation occurs.

Here we have contrast - dark and light, feminine and masculine, matter and spirit - so we can know ourselves. This is the dance of duality and when in harmony it is in a perfect fluid flow that runs through everything. This is what creates movement.

When we harmoniously harness those opposites within ourselves, we achieve Divine Union.

Now what happens if you suddenly decide that the black bits are bad and you only want the light ?

That’s exactly what has happened in Western culture. Only that some of the black was needed to maintain movement. So in effect the most powerful bit, the kernel … was taken and buried for millennia and repressed and hidden and continually distorted with various agendas such as witchhunts etc.

This is what has been retrieved and restored.

Alchemy is the dissolving of dysfunctional duality. Matter can only exist because of duality and while we live in form we live within the Dance of Dualism …

Back to the Yin Yang … when it is separated into one white blob and one black blob - it is really difficult to dance … you just keep bouncing off each other - the only movement is created by interaction, connection and possibly conflict. This is not a fluid dance of harmony - this is the Separation of Polarisation, which includes both the magnetism and repulsion of opposites.

Polarisation is the extreme result of duality - this does not make duality ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’, simply out of balance.

Neither is Union a homogenised blend of opposites into some sort of grey blob - that’s stagnation, we lose the air and can’t properly breath …

Duality exists in other dimensions, but it is in Unity. As I stated earlier Divine Union is the harmonious eternal dance of contrast within ourselves - this is Unity and it is beautiful.

We cannot achieve this when parts are marginalised. And the same energetics apply to the Planet, to the Universe, to everything ! This is why Sovereignty has become so important during these times.

When we are Sovereign we hold this Unity within and when we hold it within, we experience it outside ourselves and can objectively observe what it is not.

This is so important. This level of discernment when working with subtle energies is crucial when we work within higher dimensions, so that the organic purity can be maintained. This is what starts to heal and repair the damage beyond the physical realms. Believe it or not, it is easier to see these extremes here where there is more density. It is part of what we are here to learn, so that we can break the cycle.

So when I was given access to retrieve and alchemise that kernel on some obscure island a couple of years ago, actually it was Merlin but that’s another story, it was only because it was the right time.

It was only because enough had done their part by doing their own personal alchemy. And for whatever reason, that I do not fully know yet, this work has now been completed as I closed the loop around the Alps.

This may have been a couple of years of consciously knowing ( usually in retrospect ) and following my guidance - but it actuality it was a peak moment within a synergy that involved hundreds, probably thousands of beings.

And it is a privilege.

Sure there’s so much more to this, but this is what was dictated to me spirit style as I was driving and requested that I share.

And so I have.

It is done.

With much love,
from my Heart to yours,

Tania Aurora White Crow

Becoming Part of the Dance